"How many times have you told me that you love me?" I asked him, as I stared at those dark orbs of his. I want to shake the thought that he has another girl, another person that has been clinging on to him. The thought just killed, and stabbed my heart. "I think, four or five. Why babe?" he asked eyes deeply confused. I stared at his eye movements, checking if he's hiding something, but all I can see is pure curiousity. "Was that all true?" I can shee shock passed through his eyes.He blinks several times and said, "It's only you." Even if I'm behind this computer I couldn't help but smile. Tears falls at my eyes endlessly, "I should have been glad, babe. But do you know what I find out when I opened your account? A conversation of you and your wife telling how much you love each other was the thing that coped up my sight. You made me your fucking mistress." As I sobbed, I can hear his wife calling him from the monitor of...
Life has always been cruel it has it's upside - downs that is a roller coaster ride of emotions. As we continue to grow, and as we step on the bigger challenges that we face, it makes us more mature enough to handle and deal with every circumstances that we'd been through. Life is twisted, yet it always gives us lesson that we must never forget.
Many of us wanted to choose our dreams. Many wished to be like this, or like that. We aim for something that we can hope for. But not all the time we can get what we what. Life is an upside-down, twist and turns of reoccurring events that we cannot revise, change or even ignore. Most of us would wish that maybe, someday, we can get hold of the thing we've been dreaming the most. But we lack. We lack resources, in the budget, in terms of things that we know are too much for us. Hence, dreaming to succeed in our chosen profession, in our chosen school, chosen course, chosen dreams, was all we can do. If I am to aim to become a lawyer, I have to have the money in preparation. I have to choose the best course that I would perfectly fit and I should not let anyone choose for me. But, the thing about chasing our dreams comes with a price. It is either having enough money to fund our studies or just choosing an alternative course that will also suffice. It is always pas...
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